Title: Dagger Author: Kelandris the Mad Fandom: View Askewniverse, general (post-Dogma) Pairing: Jay/Silent Bob/Mercy, Jay/Metatron Rating: PG-13 for language, NC-17 for everything else Status: New You must send an email to me and let me know where you intend to archive. Private archiving allowed as long as you don't intend to publish. Behave. Email address for feedback: kel@crazysheep.net Series/Sequel: Sequel to the the Feather series, which includes the first Mercy story, "Have Mercy". Disclaimers: All characters belong to Kevin Smith and the View Askewniverse. If I really get into this, I probably will too. Or at least go into hock when I walk into a video store, go into rut, and buy all the DVDs at once. Notes: This thing needs to be edited, and it's still uneven as hell, and I didn't run it past my beta-tester, so this may not be even close to its final form. But my goodness, am I tired of it wandering around my brain. Summary: Jay and Bob meet Mercy again, when her past comes back to bite her. It is, sadly, part I of II, but I have no idea when I'll get part II written. Warnings: Some for language. Het sex. Vampire sex. Angel sex. Historical references. Pain and near-death experiences. Jay torture. Bob torture. It's just a whole lot of no fun until the end. "Dagger" by Kelandris *Prologue* 1350 Verona, Italy Most of the Agriori were dead, the man thought, and still the order haunts me. He unlocked the crypt door with an ornate iron key. Brushing back a strand of dark hair still too short for the heavy braid falling down his back, he picked up the silk-wrapped package by the door, grimacing. Once more, he scanned the horizon and the heavy gates behind him, looking for anyone who might see him go inside. Nothing moved; no heartbeat sounded in the still air. Stepping quickly inside, he closed the door carefully, the move from evening's rose to full dark only partially dimming the glow in his purple eyes. One set of crumbling stairs later, he was inside, kneeling before a standing tomb. Moving silently, he set the package down, reaching inside his leather vest for a tallow candle, setting it alight with a whispered word and gesture. Carefully, he unwrapped the black silk covering, revealing a book bound in dark leather, and a separate silk package. He unwrapped that one as well, laying bare the item inside the red binding. His long face fell as he once again revealed his downfall, the death of his order, the Merikit dagger. The man who had been known as Brother Malthus knelt in silence, contemplating the blade before him. The long, dark braid, deep with peacock highlights, was something as far from the brother's rounded bob as it was possible to get. He'd done everything he could to disband the Agriori, realizing far too late how ill advised it had been to begin the order. What he had been thinking...was too horrible to contemplate. Better the order die, and Brother Malthus with it, and the blade be buried. He opened the book beside him, creating the final resting place for the blade by magic. Chanting softly in the darkness, he remembered the founding of the Agriori Order. Verona, sleepy by nature, even in the hands of the Scaliger autocracy, had seemed the perfect place. An order of monks serving the Holy See, hiding a school of dark magics, one of the only ones of its kind. And beneath that...the true purpose of the Agriori, which only he, a brother named Durian, and a certain Brother Alchesti had understood: to create a blade to split the very foundation of Heaven, a weapon that could kill angels, that *would* kill them and thus deprive an uncaring God of the holy host. Malthus and Durian both were survivors of the second Inquisition. Malthus had not taken kindly to being named a heretic by God's holy soldiers in the Church. Durian had been more passionate about being tortured and nearly being killed, but that was the nature of the halfling man-it was only his demonic blood and quick feet that had saved him from the burning. Alchesti was simply bitter, having lost his lands and holdings to the Church one too many times. So the three of them had founded the Agriori. Malthus' magic, Durian's camouflage, and Alchesti's careful paranoia saw them through for many years, as they taught students and sent them out into other monasteries and cities around Italy. Malthus had even created the Merikit dagger, the angel-killing blade, without a single moral qualm- -until Durian had died, victim of the third Inquisition. Alchesti had died many years before, victim of his own overindulgence, but Durian of them all had been fairly innocent--it had not been his demonic nature that had caused his arrest, but his involvement with the Agriori, considered by the See a heretical order. And watching him burn at last, Malthus had scattered the Agriori, intending to make a final strike on the Vatican itself--when an old friend had changed his mind. During the Feast of Fools, someone he'd saved from another Inquisition surfaced, shaking his head at Malthus' sobriety. Bastien pulled him aside into a disreputable tavern, buying him beer and a space of silence to reminisce. Hearing of the founding of the Agriori, and why, he had stared at him intently over the rim of his clay pot of ale. "Mischa," he said, "you must realize it is only yourself you hurt, doing this. The Vatican will go on; Heaven will go on. But you-- only if you die will you be free of it, and knowing you, my dear, you will not die. And Heaven will never stop hunting you." Malthus stared at him, his eyes wide. It felt as if heavy blocks were sliding into place inside his head. **When the worst happened**, he thought, **I did live through it. And when the worst happened again, though I lost friends, though I lost fellow warriors, I still live. The Church...** He blinked, stunned, watching Bastien. "Any organization of power and humanity will always contain weak people of small minds," Malthus said slowly. "Yes, my dear. And you're better off not pandering to their baser instincts yourself." And just that simply, he was free of the desire to hurt as he'd been hurt. He was still haunted by the memories, and suspected he would always be, but it had happened. It was behind him. The past was prologue. And it was never about Heaven, and God, and the deaths of angels. He had never wanted that. He had wanted to punish the evildoers involved in the Inquisitions, and they were only human, after all. But that left the Merikit dagger. And telling Bastien of this had started a twenty-year battle against the order he'd founded, he and Bastien running the last of the ranks of Agriori to ground. Cutting a wide swatch of destruction, amnesia and in some cases death through the magical community he'd founded had gained him no little reputation as an evildoer himself. But finally, he thought he'd managed to kill the order, root and branch. He was the only one left. But he was left with the crumbling flanks of the Agriori chapel, and a dagger too strong for this world or any other, and little way to dismantle them both. He burned many of the texts of the school, destroying the main housing for the school near San Zeno, and now found himself plotting to conceal the dagger away where it would never be found, deep in the heart of the dead earth. Malthus thought this crypt was appropriate. One of many behind the wrought-iron gates of the Scaligeri Tombs, this one contained ill- remembered magistrates and officers, all fallen to dust and lichen by now. His viridescent eyes glowed with their own radiance as he finished the spell, watching the wall fold away and a dark space open before him. Placing the dagger and the text neatly inside, he sealed the wall and walked out of the tomb. Once in the clean night air, he inhaled deeply, relishing the particular smell of Verona--the lapping waters of the Adige River, eggs and ripening cheese and new grass, acid dyes from the tanners' baths in the center of town. He unfolded the papers he'd held all this time, reading what was written there--papers proclaiming him a citizen of Greece, expatriated recently from a small island, from which he took his name--Mykonos. Mykonos Athenasius. Malthus nodded, rolling his new name off his tongue. A short voyage to Mykonos, some background work there, and then back to Italy, as he loved these rolling hills, these lovely and passionate people. Florence, he thought, working his way up into the Lessini mountains. Florence. And no more intrigue, no more daggers in the dark, no more spellwork for a while. Maybe he'd even keep his hair long. ********* Present Day Nogales In the dim light of a single guttering lantern, two women stood and peered at a yellowing map. Both of them were very tall, hunched over this small circular area barely big enough for the table and two chairs it held. One of the women was pale, with a mass of glossy black hair, one silver-white strand streaking back at her left temple. Her radiant purple eyes shimmered softly in the shadows. She wore a grey silk shirt and dark green silk pants, both hanging from her body in overhumid layers. The other woman was wrapped in a simple earth-tone sheath, her three-fingered hands moving over the map in random, circling patterns. She was completely hairless, her skin a dusty yellow, and scaled. Arizona, even in September, was not where Mercy Wallis wished to be. Echidli of the Ten Caves was the only reason she was there, wiping sweat off her brow in the shadowed caves below Nogales. She looked at the scaled face underneath the lantern, her mood a mix of irritation and confusion, and tapped the map again, spread out over the rough wooden planks of the table. "Kida, I didn't ask you what the hot spots were." She grimaced, knowing at least one of them better than she wanted. Sunnydale was a vile little portion of a crazed state, and she wanted to avoid it for a while if she could. "I asked you where the Merikit dagger is *now*. I thought you were supposed to know these things?" It was true--Echidli was one of the best seeresses in the business, especially for the truly arcane, and the only reason in Mercy's mind to venture south after spring. She brushed limp hair back from her forehead, and mopped sweat from her brow; but the snake-woman only hissed, spreading clawed fingers over the map. Mercy sighed. Kida was good, but she also took her time. Carefully she pulled out a chair and sat down, remembering the blur of the last few weeks with a bemused look. It had been interesting: even as this brutal heat was a change from England's perpetual cold grey, so the last few months had been a step up for her in frenetic behavior. She'd gone to Red Bank, New Jersey, at the behest of an angel, of all things, and had saved two modern prophets by the rather more thorough extermination of a millenarian cult than she'd intended. That was what caused the problem, in truth. When she returned, she was looking for a way to die that wouldn't involve her cutting her own throat, only because she'd tried that before and all it gave her was a sore throat. So she pulled up her backlog of cases, and started researching. It took six months to track down all but one of the problematic mystical crises, and she had been pushing herself night and day. She barely saw a bed but to walk through a room with one, barely rested at all, not truly fueling the body that she forced to the limits of her endurance and back again. And after all of it, there was still one more case to be researched, for which she had to return home. At the end of six months, when she arrived back at her estate, she found Denny and her personal physician waiting at her door. She took three steps forward, and fell down, on the ragged edge of complete collapse, as surprised as they were. Dr. Erebin walked her upstairs carefully, treating her like glass, Denny trailing behind him and making snide comments all the way. She'd given up at that point, allowing them to tuck her in and take over some portion of her life. She had turned the corner, she knew; saving enough people from danger (of one kind or another) always had that effect on her inevitable slips of conscience. And, once she spent a few hours sleeping, she realized how ragged her control truly was. It had taken her more than a month to stop shaking from adrenaline overload. Her acetylcholine balance was staggeringly low, and for two more weeks her dear doctor had her strapped to an IV unit up in her room, alternative whole plasma and saline solution, with Denny feeding her what felt like gallons of arsenic tea. And slowly, day by day she'd gotten better--smiled more, cried less, made peace with herself once again, on top of regaining strength, endurance, and stamina. It wasn't easy. Nothing worthwhile is. But at the end of it, she was back on firm footing with the universe. She went to South London, driving to a small styling salon, and had a good foot or more of her hair removed, leaving it blunt-cut at mid-back. And on a whim she'd had her platinum streak renewed; one solid bolt of lightning white running from her left temple down to the tips of her hair. And she began going out again, traveling with the few friends she allowed on the rounds of restaurants and coffeehouses, bars and private homes. In short, she'd walked through the fires of her own personal hell yet again, and managed to walk out the other side. Though tougher, sadder, slightly hardened and little wiser, she faced the prospect of her life again without wanting to jump out a tall tower. She was less burdened by the implications of her existence. And there was still that one case pending. She remembered the morning she'd decided to look into it, wrapping a blanket around her thin shoulders for the walk to the library. As Denny hovered protectively over her, she read through the case file, and realized her past had clouted her over the head yet again. Someone had finally gotten around to renovating the Scaligeri Tombs in Verona, and due to pure mischance, a certain spell cast 550 years ago had finally decayed, leaving a very frightening article in full view of the workmen that cracked the wall. Along, of course, with the only surviving texts on how to use it. It wasn't as if it were that hard to kill angels--not if one had the stomach to rip off a wing or so in the pursuit of that death--but the dagger was something different. She should know--she'd created the damned thing. Acid-etched, red- hilted, something so intricately crafted with magic's power that it tingled the hand that held it, the Merikit dagger. The dagger could kill angels at full power, stripping their immortality faster than snapping the neck of a goose. The Holy See, once word got out, desperately wanted it back. She didn't blame them; privately she agreed. Who needed, in this corrupt day and age, to start wholesale warfare against practically the only proofs of faith left? But she'd needed expert advice on this one. Which had brought her to the series of rough caves right on the border between Nogales, Arizona and Nogales, Mexico, talking to a snake in humanoid form with the power to see magical objects at any given place and time. Echidli now stopped the motion of her hands, and Mercy rose, placing yet another sweat-soaked strand of hair behind her ears. One of the scaled woman's hands was spread out over southern California. The other halted near the east coast of America, directly over New Jersey. "Sss...It hasss been in both these placesss," she said. "I do not think...ssss...no, it isss not here now." She removed a hand from California, and Mercy breathed a sigh of relief. "Thisss...isss itsss passst. Here," she said, tapping New Jersey, "here isss where it isss now." **And what does an angel-killing dagger want in New Jersey?** Mercy thought tiredly. **What on earth...** She stopped, stunned. "Oh, I'm an idiot," she breathed. Of course-- New Jersey was where the angel feather had surfaced, hadn't it? That information had raced through the mystical community fast enough. And who had summoned her to New Jersey after all but an angel--the one directly at God's side, if legend were to be believed? Which meant, as usual, Silent Bob and Jay were right in the thick of things. She had to speak with them. Echidli's large, amber eyes were on her as Mercy nodded, working all this out. The dark-haired woman leaned over, opening a bag at the base of the table, unfolding fourteen feet of moon python, cream and pink markings delicately shimmering. "Oh!" Echidli cried, what passed for a smile on her nearly lipless face. "I did not expect such beauty!" Slowly she enticed the python to her arms, wrapping it around her neck, where it curled up and promptly went back to sleep. Mercy smiled, stroking the back of the woman's hand lightly. "Kida, you always earn it," she said softly. Echidli's expression sobered. "Be cautiousss on thisss, my friend," she said gravely. "Thisss bringsss danger to you all. And your time isss short--you mussst find the dagger, and who holdsss it, before midnight tonight." And with those comforting words, she faded into the shadows, and Mercy took her leave. She all but ran for the airport, gunning her car into overdrive all the way back to Tucson. As soon as her private jet refueled, she and her pilots climbed aboard. She was cursing herself for not bringing her Concorde, but the only airport large enough to take that airplane was New York International, and they were having computer problems. It was this or nothing. But time was counting down. She watched the sun descend in the sky and clenched her hands, worrying. Finally, she placed a very expensive call to a certain Englishman in California, hoping to take her mind off the deadline looming in her vision. All this time the dagger had been quietly resting in a forgotten tomb, and suddenly now it escapes in time to wreak havoc. She supposed all magical items were that way--years of gathering quiet dust, then the explosions commenced. She fidgeted, waiting for the call to go through. Finally, she heard the phone lifted from its cradle. The voice that answered was young, vivacious, female, and most importantly, not English. "Hi there, House of Gloomy Badness!" Gloomy...? She blinked. "Is...Rupert Giles still at this number?" "Oh, sure! Hold on!" There was a pause, as if the phone handset was being microscopically lowered from the speaker's mouth. Then the yelling began. "GILES! It's for you!" She heard a clatter far away, as if a certain very proper Englishman had dropped teacup. She suppressed a sudden grin. She heard him walk towards the phone. "Truly, Buffy, there's no need to yell. Yes, hello?" "Rupert," she said, sighing with relief. "It's Mercy." There was a long pause, and then she heard his voice, slightly ruffled. "It's all right, Buffy, I'll just take this in the other room." "Ooh, Giles getting a smoochy call! Okay then, I'm outtie! Seeya after the slaying!" And there was a click of a door opening, and a crash when that same door was slammed. She listened intently as he left the living room and walked to some other part of his house, closing a door. "Mercy," he said, his voice wrapping warmth around her like a caress. He had always made her name an invocation. She shivered, suddenly sharply missing him in the sterile whiteness of the plane. "How have you been?" "I..." Had that lump in her throat always been there? She curled her legs underneath her, draping an arm over them. "Mostly well, Rupert. I'm tracing a certain item at the moment that may be on its way to the Americas. One of those world-wrecking items that are so very popular in our line of work." "Oh? Which one?" he asked. "The Merikit dagger." It was interesting to listen to him snap from sleepy warm voice to full research mode. She heard him rise, fetching a book from a shelf, flipping it open. "I thought it was lost somewhere in Italy." "Verona, yes. It was hidden there. It was found recently. A source told me that it passed through Sunnydale." "Unfortunately, it didn't stay long enough to wreak havoc for us, so I can't help you. I'm terribly sorry, Mercy." She laughed softly, shaking her head, knowing he wouldn't catch that. At that moment, one of her pilots announced they were in the flight queue for New Jersey International. "Thank you, Anders," she said. She heard Rupert laughing in her ear. "You're going to New Jersey? Whatever for?" "It's where the blade is now," she said simply. She leaned back, cradling the phone. There was a long beat of silence. "I miss you," she finally said. "Dear God, so do I." He sounded frustrated. "What, your lady fair is so distant, then?" "My lady fair," he said in an aggrieved tone, "was enspelled, as was I. What might have been a fine romance has since evaporated." "Oh, Rupert, I'm so sorry." "Furthermore, she was the mother of my Slayer." "My. Complications abound." "I am slowly beginning to realize that." "Hmm," Mercy said thoughtfully. "The course of true love never runs smooth, but Sunnydale seems to be the whitewater shoals of romance. Perhaps you should move." "What, and give up life on the Hellmouth?" Then, in a less caustic tone, he continued. "Mages go where they're needed. You, of all people, know that." "Intimately," she sighed. "Everywhere to be, to stave off disaster, pillage and catastrophe, and very few moments to call our own. And all my friends scattered far and wee, to prevent harm from coming to too many of them at once." "Now you're the one sounding bitter about your fate," he said wryly. "Indeed so. And on that note--" "Wait," he said. He paused, and she heard the faint sound of his heart through the wire--he must have pressed the phone briefly against his chest. "Come see me when you're done preserving life as we know it." "I shall do my best, my friend, but our lives are unpredictable. I make no plans, but I offer you my strong intent." "It will have to do. Be safe, my sweet." "And you." And she was left listening to dialtone, inexplicable tears prickling behind her eyes. ********* When they landed, it was a work of short moment to install her pilots in a hotel and rent a car. Then she drove to Silent Bob's. She was nearly able to be proud of herself; only three wrong turns, one of which led her to a convenience store where, irritated with herself, she asked for clearer directions. The man behind the counter, devastatingly handsome in that dark, brooding way, gave her faultless directions for the next leg of her journey, yet seemed to be laughing at her all the same. Finally, she arrived, and as she predicted, it was full night. She was afraid to check her watch for fear Kida's deadline had come and gone. She threw the door open while the car was grinding to a halt, leaping over the hood and racing up the stairs. Trouble was indeed in the air--a strong scent of ozone filled the stairway, which meant casting, recently, and lots of it. She decided not to knock. Kicking in the door, she found what she had feared--and much farther along than she'd hoped. Silent Bob was straining against bonds of energy, crackling yellow--he looked as if he would begin spitting fire at any moment. The look in his wide eyes was wild, despairing, and no longer entirely sane. She saw why when she heard Jay's tortured gasping. A hand flew to her throat involuntarily, as she watched Jay beat weakly against an imprisoning column. No air, no escape--a sick lurch in her stomach unbalanced her as she recognized a spell she had originally written for the Agriori. She'd written nothing on this level of magical damage since her brief run as Brother Malthus in Verona, but since she'd been an utter fool and buried the spellbook with the dagger, it didn't matter. For a moment, her eyes clenched shut, damning her part in this. The nondescript man chanting serenely must have known something of magic, or some of the spells in the book would have eaten him alive. The one thing she did know, to her sorrow, was that this particular spell had no counter but resolution--and the only resolution this man probably wanted was for the prophets to summon an angel. Perhaps he even had a specific one in mind. With another sick lurch within, she knew which one she needed to summon, as Jay and Bob were past reason, and she highly doubted the man at her feet had ever been capable of it. All this flew through her brain in the few split seconds it had taken her to walk in the door, and now she knelt, throwing all her mental power into subduing the man's mind completely, overtaking all but the lips reading the spell, and forcing her will upon him. It took a scant twenty seconds to complete her working--when he finished the spell, and the bonds holding Jay and Bob dissipated, he would forget everything, and walk away. She didn't truly care at this point if he walked down the stairs and into a bus, as long as he walked away. She also sealed up every sense that could possibly register and remember her, then stood behind him, placing her hands on his shoulders for the etheric link. She began chanting in Latin one of the masses to invoke the presence of an angel. These weren't well known outside the Vatican, and this one was more specific than most, with a named target--the Lesser *Yod He Vau He*, the Voice of God, the Metatron. Jay stared daggers at her, with the energy he had left, as her low resonant voice filled the room. Bob--dear gods, Bob was trying desperately to believe she knew what she was doing, but she watched as his faith in her eroded. At her feet, the man's voice rose, and he lifted the dagger, rising, urging it to strike true. The shimmer that was the invoked angel blurred and shimmered, fighting materialization. And when he finally did appear, his wings fully extended with the effort, he screamed--whether at seeing her or the dagger, she was never sure. But in that moment, the man struck. And in that instant, using reserves of speed and agility she had not known she possessed, she stepped around the man and into the path of the blade. Screaming, the man buried it to the red hilt in her chest. It slammed through flesh and bone and out through her arched back, the last quarter-inch slicing through the fabric of Metatron's green jacket. Mercy felt the whole of the universe rush through her, screeching and clawing at her tattered reserves. It fought for a way in, a way through her, looking for a breath of a hint that she was immortal. That she was an angel. She knew there was nothing angelic in her being. And though she had lived long, and might--lived she through this--live longer, she knew she was very mortal. Someday, she would die. She clung to that as others clung to gods or noble codes, reinforcing it in every part of her being that wasn't screaming at the profound violation. And slowly, slowly, solar winds stopped howling in her ears, the starry spaces between stopped dazzling her eyes. And she was left with the mere inconvenience of an eight-inch dagger plunged through her body. Her heart struggled to beat around the spike of dark metal, and she watched in mute pain as all light faded from the young man's eyes-- all reason, intellect and magery. She watched him walk out of the apartment, starting to stumble lightly, and the moment he left she felt his spellwork release. Bob fell forward, the magical bonds evaporating, running to Jay's side. Jay fell to his knees, taking in huge panicked breaths, filling oxygen-starved lungs. For her part, she simply collapsed, the angel grabbing her from behind and easing her to the ground, setting her carefully on her side. His wings flexed in distress, knocking over beer bottles on the table, and she smiled softly at the clatter. Warmth trickled down her face, tasting of blood and salt. How odd--she was crying. She watched as the angel frantically looked around the room, finally gesturing to the prophets, locked in a frightened embrace. "One of you, get over here! Now!" he cried. Bob ran to Metatron's side, kneeling. He took in the knife trembling in her chest and the red streaks dripping from her eyes, her equivalent of tears. A strangled, inchoate noise burst from him. Detached, Mercy watched her reflection in his eyes, wondering if she always looked so pale. "Take the knife out," Metatron commanded. A lock of dark hair fell across his face and impatiently, he shrugged it away. "Wrap it in something and put it on the table." Bob looked around, his bearded face ashen. Beer bottles, a tilting stack of videos, comic books next to the couch, an abandoned plate and glass. Nothing to wrap a blade in. Finally he made a small exasperated noise and took off his shirt, pulling the knife out with it and wrapping it tightly. Mercy screamed, her body arching off the floor convulsively. The wound in her chest gouted blood for a moment, drenching her clothes, then pulsed out of her sluggishly with every contraction of her wounded heart. (part two coming...) **************