Title: Scott and Bob, I know boring title, I suck, sue me Author: gracelessone Fandom: ViewAskewniverse Pairing: Scott(OC) and Silent Bob Rating: NC-17 yipee! Status: New Archive: yes to the list archive, anyone else please ask Contact: theone@gracelessone.com Series: this is a break away piece from `Dizzy' but it stands alone (I hope) Disclaimer: I still own nothing but a couple empty packs of smokes and some empty frappuccino bottles, I'm still pretty sure Kevin Smith owns the rest of the Universe. Don't sue me. Summary: I *hate* summaries, I *suck* at summaries. so you don't get one. Sue me. (Contrary bitch ain't I?) Warnings/Notes: A while back I wrote "Dizzy" and Scott first showed his face there. Kel asked if there was going to be more on Scott and this bunny was born. So, Scott, meet everyone, everyone, meet Scott. :) "Bob had known Scott since high school. When Bob finally admitted that he liked boys to himself, Scott was the first person he told. Scott knew all about his family, hell Scott knew *everything* about Bob. And loved him anyway. Scott was Bob's first lover in every sense of the word. He had talked him of off that cliff of self-abuse that comes part and parcel with Christianity. He showed him how to kiss, how to really kiss, soft and sweet and hard and demanding. He taught him how to make love to someone and fuck them senseless at the same time, and he taught him how to trust enough to actually sleep beside someone." Without further ado (much about nothing) heh. Here `tis This one's for you Kelandris, *mwah* ~~~~~~~~~ Scott popped open the back of the camera and dropped the roll of film in his pocket, neatly reloading the camera without looking down. He let his hands follow the simple steps while his mind focused on the pictures he wanted to take. He had to be quiet about it, Bob thought he was taking pictures of the boarded up warehouse. He refocused the lens on his friend and shot 5 quick frames of the black and white film. Bob hated having his picture taken. Scott moved the camera away from his face and studied his best friend. They both had dark hair and eyes and stood about the same height. Bob was bigger though, broader shoulders and bigger arms. Scott looked nothing like his family, he had high cheekbones and a faint Native American cast to his features where Bob, well Bob looked enough like his 30 or so cousins that everyone knew whose family he belonged to. Which wasn't always a good thing for Bob. Bob knew his friend was taking pictures of him. It made him uncomfortable, but it felt good too. He refused to look at Scott even though he could feel his eyes on him. Bob just shook another cigarette out of the pack and lit it, wordlessly handing it over to Scott before lighting another for himself. Scott shivered as he packed away the camera. He always forgot his coat. Or his gloves. Or his money. Bob smiled and pushed closer to his closest friend. Warming him with his body heat, sharing what he could. Scott smiled and leaned in to the warmer man. This was good, just hanging out together like they used to. His smiled faded; it was the `used to' part that bugged him. Scott had been seeing less and less of Bob in the past few months and he wanted to ask him about it but he didn't want to ruin the day. He took a deep breath. "So..." Bob looked over and raised one eyebrow. "How about some food?" Scott followed Bob as they headed to towards the corner deli shaking his head at his own hesitation. This wasn't getting him anywhere. He felt like they were drifting apart, and if he didn't say something soon the gulf would end up to wide to cross. Scott loved Bob like no one else in his life. They had met when they were eight years old. They spent a year or two in the same classes at school before realizing that they lived on the same block. At first Bob would wait for Scott so they could walk to school together, then they stared walking home together, doing homework together, playing street hockey together, and they both slipped into that comfortable place where you can feel your best friend even if he's six houses away. That place where you go to ask if he wants to play hockey and he's already lacing up his blades before you knock on the door. Sitting in seats across from each other both men were smoking silently, the remnants of a couple sandwiches pushed out of the way. Scott stretched out and propped his feet up in the booth next to Bob and leaned his head back closing his eyes. He could feel Bob's questioning gaze but refused to look. He had been quieter than normal during lunch. He just hadn't figured out how to ask Bob what the hell was going on. He didn't want to piss him off; a pissed off Bob was not a good thing. It rarely happened though. Scott remembered the first time he saw Bob angry. It was at some kind of party. Bob's house was full of people talking loudly in a mix of Russian and English and the yard was full of kids. One of his cousins had cornered one of the littler kids and was pulling her hair and smacking the top of her head. When Bob saw this he stalked over, kids normally didn't stalk, but that was the only word Scott could think of for it. His back was straighter and his shoulders were squared. He moved like he was hunting something. Bob placed a hand on the older cousin's shoulder and turned him around. He was only a few inches taller than his cousin but Bob seemed to tower over him. He must have squeezed the shorter kids shoulder because he's knees buckled and his face contorted in pain. Bob leaned in close and said something to the boy only letting go when the cousin nodded violently and screamed `ok ok!' When Bob joined Scott on the swings he was back to being just plain old Bob. A regular kid who walked around with his hands shoved into his pockets and his shoulders slumped. His dark hair was always falling over his forehead hiding shy chocolate eyes and a kind face. Scott remembered what Bob's face looked like when he answered the question about what he had said to the older cousin. His eyes had gone dark and flat, his face hardened and his voice got quieter and deeper. "I told him I'd break both his arms." Scott didn't doubt that Bob could and would do it when he saw his face. Bob jarred Scott out of his memories by shoving at his feet. Looking over at his friend he tilted his head slightly and raised one eyebrow, asking Scott what was wrong. His friend was being real quiet; too quiet. "Hey, I'm the silent one. What's going on with you?" Scott laughed. "Yeah you're right, you're the silent one... silent Bob." Bob made a face at the nickname and raised that one eyebrow again. "Nothings wrong man." He dropped his feet out of the booth and leaned forward, elbows propped on the table. "There's nothing wrong with me... anything wrong with you?" Scott's voice was soft when he asked. When silence was his only answer he rushed ahead. "I just mean, you know, well, you haven't been around much lately and you're quieter than normal, which is scary, and you're never smiling, I mean never and well... I was just wondering what's up?" Bob watched his friend slump down in the booth and struggled for something to say. He didn't realize his misery was that obvious. Well, maybe it wasn't that obvious to just anyone, but this was Scott. "It's nothing really, just some... family shit, they want me to go into the business and my father is pushing at me hard." Scott nodded slowly. Okay, he could believe that, but it wasn't everything. "What else?" Bob looked at him and started to speak. Scott put one hand up. "Don't give me that shit, there's something else going on Bob. I know you and the family crap pisses you off, but you ain't pissed off you're miserable." He put his hand down and looked at Bob. Sighing, he said. "You ain't got to tell me anything, but if you want to we could talk about it. Or your can at least hang out with me and be miserable with someone around." Bob took of his ball cap and ran a hand through his hair. "Yeah, I can do that." He smiled. "Come on, lets go shoot some hoops" They ended up at Scott's house. As they were walking up the sidewalk Bob saw the empty driveway and dark windows. "Parent's gone again?" Scott nodded and unlocked the door, flicking on the lights as they walked into the house. His parents were both attorney's and they traveled constantly. Scott could count on one hand the days all three of them had been in the house together in the past month. He shoved aside that little stab of resentment and grinned at Bob. "You know what that means?" His grin got bigger. "Beer!" Midnight found them in the den finishing off another 6-pack. They movie they rented was over and they were relaxing in a comfortable silence. "I went out with Becky the other night." Bob broke the silence. Scott looked up at his friend from his sprawl on the floor but Bob was still staring at the ceiling. He waited for him to continue. "It was... well it was ok, she's hot and all, but... I dunno, it was just ok, yaknow? Not great or fucking fantastic. It was just ok." Bob shifted on the couch, rolling onto his side to face Scott. "Her dad almost caught us. I swear to god I had just zipped my pants when he came home." Scott laughed and threw a pretzel at Bob's head. "He'd fuckin' kill you if caught you with his darling innocent baby girl." Bob just nodded and threw the pretzel back at Scott who dodged it and asked. "So what made this date only ok?" Bob just shrugged. ""I don't know, the date part was good, the movies then pizza and the talking part. But, yaknow you go through all that `cause you're waiting for the fun part. I didn't care about the fun part. I could have cared less whether I'd get in her pants or not. What the fuck is that about?" Scott shrugged and sat up in one flowing motion. "Did that every happen to you?" Scott just shrugged again. "It's not like it was a terrible date, just... boring. It woulda been more fun if you had been there." Bob's mouth fell open and his eyes got huge as he realized what he had said. If Scott had been there... he wanted to spend time with Scott instead of Becky? Scott laughed it off with a smirk. "Becky's probably not into threesomes." Bobs eyes got even bigger. Threesomes. As in three people. Bob and Becky and Scott. He flashed on Becky's hand stroking his cock and his mind conveniently substituted Scott's hand for hers. His face flushed hot with a mix of embarrassment and- something he wasn't going to think about yet. "Are you?" Obviously his mouth wasn't listening to anything his head had to say. "Am I what? Into threesomes?" "No. Yes. No. I mean-" Bob took a deep breath. "Are you into having another guy there?" Scott stared at Bob waiting until his friend met his eyes. "Yes." "Are-you-fuckin-serious?!" "Yes." Scott waited for Bob to process this. It wasn't the way he had planned on telling him. Hell he really hadn't planned anything. He hadn't even told his parents yet. Bob was just staring at him and Scott reached for the last beer, not looking at Bob. "I figured that might be why you weren't hangin' `round as much. Thought maybe you were getting some weird gay vibe offa me or something." "N-no, it wasn't anything like that." Bob's face was flushed and his brain was trying to twist around all these new thoughts. Scott. Scott was gay. His mind was conveniently flashing pictures of Scott's body, all the times they had changed clothes around each other, all the times they had hung around the pool. Scoot wasn't as big as Bob, he was taller and thinner, dark skin over lean muscles and a dusting of hair on his lower belly leading down into to his jeans. He was staring. He knew he was but he couldn't stop himself. His brain was melting. Bob flicked the off switch in his head and leaned over, kissing Scott hard and fast, then pulling back quickly. Scott sucked his bruised lower lip into his mouth and stared at Bob. This was most definitely not what he expected. He slid up onto the couch and sat facing Bob. "What are you doing? I mean what do you want-do you want?" Scott rubbed his hands over his face. Fuck. Bob was busy staring at his hands that were twisting in his lap. Scott took a deep breath and started to speak again but Bob beat him to it. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you I'm sorry it's just all this- and why I wasn't excited with Becky and maybe this is why and I got all these pictures in my head and oh god Scott how did you know I mean what made you think-" Scott put one finger on Bob's lips. "Shhh. I didn't mind the kiss, it was nice. Maybe it is why you're bored with sex. I dunno how I knew it just started to feel right, and what kind of pictures in your head?" Bob was caught by Scott's eyes. It was just Scott. The nerves went away as he looked at his friend. HE shrugged and smiled shyly. "Just, yaknow, touching you, you touching me." Scott breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Bob relax. He looked his friend up then down, really looked. Broad shoulders and chest covered by the inevitable sweatshirt. That would have to go. Scott took Bob's hand and pulled him up. If he was going to seduce his best friend he was going to do it right. Bob followed Scott into his bedroom and flopped on the bed. It was weird in a good kind of way. It all felt completely normal with just this added edge of sweet tension. His breath hitched in his throat when Scott stretched out beside him. "do you want to touch me? or do you want me to touch you?" Scott watched Bob, hoping this was still okay, hoping this wasn't going to ruin everything. He almost missed Bob's quiet whisper. "I want-I want you to touch me" Scott shifted closer, placing one hand in the center of Bob's chest and just held it there feeling the fast heartbeat. He stroked his chest, up to his neck then down across his belly, reaching for the edge of Bob's shirt. "Off." Bob sucked in a harsh breath but raised up so Scott could push and pull the sweatshirt over his head. They shifted closer to each other when they lay back down. Bob could feel Scott's thighs pressing against his own. Scott moved closer and Bob could feel his hardness pressing into his hip. Scott's hands distracted him from further thought when they trailed over his chest. Soft whisper touches across his chest and belly, circling around his nipples but not quiet touching, fingers trailing up his neck and fingernails dragging down his arms. "This okay?" Bob opened his eyes and nodded at Scott. Okay, yes, this was okay, this was better than okay, he tried to get the words out but Scott choose that moment to brush his fingertips across Bob's nipples. His back arched up into the touch, desperate for more. Jesus Christ. He'd never had anyone touch him there. Never thought much about it but oh god this was incredible. Little sparks were shooting from his nipples to his cock, which was rapidly hardening. Scott watched Bob's face, looking for any sign of reluctance. Finding none there he sucked his index finger into his mouth, getting it wet. Bob's eyes got darker as he watched his friend lick and suck on his finger but he had to close his eyes when Scott ran the wet finger across Bob's nipples, touching and teasing. Biting his lip, Scott slung one leg over Bob's hip, straddling him. "Still okay?" Bob forced his eyes open and nodded to Scott, unconsciously pushing his hips up, craving more contact. Scott trailed one hand across Bob's cheek, running one finger along the edge of the beard his friend had started growing. Curling around to the back of his neck he stroked the sensitive skin there and watched his friend shudder under him. He leaned forward, still going slow, still letting Bob have all the opportunity to call this off. He brought his other hand up to Bob's face, cupping his cheek as he leaned in and kissed him. Scott's lips were soft, not as soft as a girls but still soft and hot, and it was different but it felt good, he kissed back, playing a little, starting to tease a little himself. He sucked on Scott's bottom lip, then gasped when he felt Scott's tongue slip across his lip. Scott started to pull away but Bob pulled him back. Kissing him, really kissing him now, Scott's tongue was pushing into his mouth and he angled his head so he could have more. God he wanted more. He brought his hands up and slid them under Scott's t-shirt. Pushing it up and breaking the kiss just long enough to get it over his head and thrown to the side. Bob slid one hand between their bodies, searching and finally finding one small dark nipple, already pebbled and hard. He tweaked it, twisting a little and swallowed Scott's moan. This was good, this was better than good. Scott pushed up and away, putting one finger one Bob's lips when he saw the confusion in his eyes. "More. Is more okay?" Scott's hands were fluttering at Bob's waistband, waiting for permission. "God yes Scott, I want more, I want-I want you-" "We can stop anytime, if you get-if you don't want-just say--" It was Bob's turn to hush Scott with a finger to the lips. "I will, okay I will, I say if I wanna stop-but don't wanna, no stopping, please. *please*--" Scott slipped the buttons free and pushed the jeans down, Bob's finger into his mouth at the same time and sucking once, just once, hard. He felt Bob's cock jump as he did it. Still watching Bob's face he slid lower bringing his face closer to Bob's belly, still pushing at the jeans, helping Bob kick them off. Finally he broke the stare, looking down at Bob's body. He stroked his stomach and thighs, pulling at the boxers until they too got shoved to the bottom of the bed. Scott shifted until he was lying in between Bob's legs. He rested his head on one thickly muscled thigh and brought his hand up, curling it around Bob's cock. He was so hot, so hard. The tip was shiny and soaked with pre-cum. Scott ran his finger around and around then put it in his mouth, tasting and sucking. He looked back up at Bob. "I want to suck you." Bob's cock jerked at the words and his head fell back on the bed. He tried to find his voice but couldn't manage any words. He nodded his head vigorously, hoping Scott would see. Obviously it was enough for Scott, Bob's cock was suddenly wrapped in velvet heat. Scott's lips were wrapped around the head and he was tonguing the sweet spot just under the tip. God it didn't feel like this when a girl did it. Scott's tongue was bigger, stronger and he was sucking just right, pulling him deeper and deeper into his mouth. Bob's cock hit the back of Scott's throat and he sucked hard, once, then twice and then Bob was coming, coming harder than he ever had before. Scott pulled away and climbed up closer to Bob, pushing in close. Almost snuggling but not quite. "That was-fuck-that was incredible-" Bob stumbled over the words and finally gave up, pulling Scott in for a kiss, putting everything he was feeling into it. He kissed down Scott's jaw line, trailing his tongue over the salty skin and sucking briefly in spots, raising little red welts. He nipped at Scott's earlobe, whispering into it. "I want to touch you now." Scott leaned back and pulled Bob over him. "You don't have to-you don't have to do anything-just whatever you want-" Bob kissed Scott again. "Shut up." Scott's laugh turned into a moan as Bob fingered one of his nipples. He brought his mouth down to Scott's chest, paused for a moment, and then sucked his nipple deep into his mouth, letting his tongue rasp across it, sweeping back and forth. Scott felt so different, harder and stronger, saltier and it was good, it was really good when Scott did that, when he made that little noise in the back of his throat and slid his hands into Bob's hair holding him close. "Fuck Bob, god that's good please don't stop please-" "Not gonna stop, not gonna, relax baby, relax, I got you-" Scott was aching with need, Bob could feel it. His mind twisted around the fact that he had just called his best friend baby but left that thought alone when his fingers found the waistband of Scott's jeans. "Off?" Scoot was pulling at buttons and pushing at fabric before Bob had finished saying that single word, and Scott was talking, talking non- stop. "Off, yes please off, want you, want you to touch me, anything, you don't have to-just anything-god please *please*--" Bob finished pushing Scott's jeans and boxers down and off then put his fingers against Scott's lips to hush him only to have two fingers sucked into that hot mouth and licked and teased, a hot tongue twirling between them and over them. He could feel the little vibrations of Scott's moans like this and that combined with all the writhing golden skin in front of him and the smell of arousal was getting him hard again. Bob slowly wrapped his hand around Scott's cock. Thinking back to what Scott had done to him and what girls had done before he leaned over and glanced up at Scott before licking across the head just once. Just one slow lick and the skin felt so hot, hotter than his mouth and he could taste Scott. It wasn't bad, slick and a little salty and he wanted to taste more. He looked up at Scott and held his gaze while he took another taste. Scott's eyes darkened to indigo and he breathed out a moan around Bob's fingers. "I want you. I want you in me." Scott's eyes widened as he realized what he had said. "Bob, you don't have to--I mean if you want-but I didn't mean-" Bob crawled up the bed and kissed Scott quiet. "You'd let me do that?" Scott reached between them and squeezed Bob's rapidly hardening cock. "Yeah- fuck yeah I'd let you." "What do I-I haven't ever-I mean-" Bob took a deep breath. "I don't want to hurt you." Scott smiled. "You won't. I know you wouldn't" He rolled to the edge of the bed and reached under it. After rummaging around a bit he pulled out a bottle of lube and set it on the bed. Bob's nervousness was clear on his face so Scott pulled him down into a soft kiss. Stroking his shoulders and back he soothed him. The kisses got hotter and hands grasped and pinched nipples, stroked and scratched at thighs and arms. Scott pulled back and took Bob's hand in his. Opening the lube he squirted a blob onto Bob's fingers and then looked at him. "Ready?" At Bob's nod he guided those fingers down, down between his legs. Bob touched him softly, tentatively feeling the soft patch of skin behind his balls and smiling a little at Scott's moan. He slid lower, feeling his way to Scott's opening and pushed on finger in slowly, watching Scott's face for any sign of pain, any sign that he might want to stop. Scott's moans were getting louder as Bob pushed in deeper and he was starting to pant. "Mo-more" "More?" Bob was confused. "More, put another finger in me, please, more" Bob bit his lip and put more lube on his fingers, carefully sliding two inside Scott. It was so tight, he had to push harder to get them in. Finally they were as deep as they could go. Bob stroked the skin behind Scott's balls with his thumb and slid his fingers in and out, slowly, so slowly; he didn't want to hurt him. His cock was hard again now and the thought of being inside Scott was almost enough to make him come just thinking about it. It was so tight and so hot, a velvet heat that gripped his fingers as he slid in and out, a little faster now. he was concentrating so hard on Scott's body he almost didn't hear what Scott said. Almost. "Now, I need-I want you now, please, inside me now, now" Bob leaned over and licked the head of Scott's cock once more then grabbed the lube a spread a generous amount onto his cock, the cool liquid a sweet relief for a moment. He looked up at Scott. "um, how, I mean-" Scott pushed a pillow under his hips and pulled Bob on top of him. "Like this, okay? I want to see you, I want you to see me, okay? Is it okay?" "Shhh. Yeah, this is good, this is so good Scott." Bob positioned himself between Scott's legs; taking his cock in his hand he guided it to Scott's ass. Pushing slowly, it didn't seem possible, it wasn't going to go in, just as he was about to stop the head slipped inside and Scott and Bob both moaned loudly. Scott wrapped his legs around Bob's waist and threw his head back, his teeth worrying his lower lip. It was so big, he was so full and it wasn't all the way in. it hurt god it hurt it was much bigger than the dildo he had used before. But it was Bob and it was so good he didn't want to stop. "Just wait, wait a minute, kay?" Bob nodded, his hands twisting in the sheets and his eyes locked on where they were joined. It was like nothing he had ever imagined; nothing he had ever felt was even close to this. Scott was thrashing and moaning and he wanted to push in deep but he was waiting, god Scott was beautiful like this, golden skin glittering with sweat and twisting on the bed, his dark hair fallen over his eyes and his lips bruised from kisses. When Scott finally nodded Bob moved forward, groaning as he slid deeper and deeper. He leaned over Scott and kissed him senseless when he was seated fully inside him, waiting for Scott to move first, waiting for it to be okay to move. Scott was getting used to it, it was fucking incredible, the pain was fading and the pleasure was growing. He shifted his hips and sparks lit off behind his eyes. Bob gasped in fear/pleasure. He was worried he had hurt Scott but it felt so good when he did that. "Scott, Scott talk to me, are you alright?" Scott laughed breathlessly. "Fuck yes I'm alright, now *move* dammit" "Bossy little shit aren't you?" Bob grinned and pulled out before sliding in again. Scott shifted so that Bob was hitting that sweet spot inside him on every stroke and reached his hand down to stroke his cock only to have Bob brush it away. "I wanna, let me." Scott nodded and Bob started to stroke him, timing his thrusts to match the movements of his hand. Scott was arching off the bed and Bob started pounding into him, needing to come. "That's it, that's it baby, take all of it, all of me, fuck Scott, fuck, I'm gonna come, gonna come *now*" Bob thrust hard against Scott once then twice hard then came shuddering and shaking. Scott put his hand over Bob's and jerked his cock with sharp fast strokes and came all over their bellies. Bob's arms were quivering with the strain of holding himself above Scott. He leaned down for a slow soft kiss. "I gotta move or I'm gonna fall." Scott smiled and unwrapped his legs from around Bob's waist. They both groaned when Bob's cock slid out of Scott's opening. Collapsing beside each other they both lit cigarettes and laughed at the clich�. Scott was staring at the ceiling, quietly smoking and Bob was watching him, wondering what this was going to mean in the morning. "Stop it" Bob jerked, startled. "Stop it." Scott repeated. "We're cool, still friends, this doesn't change that. Does it?" Bob shook his head, smiling. "Good." Scott paused for a minute, then stubbed out his cigarette. "You know you were my first." Bob choked on the smoke he'd been inhaling. "What??" Scott laughed at him. "You. Were. My. First." He rolled over and rested his head on Bob's chest. "I'd played with a dildo before, but until now, there wasn't anyone I wanted to do this with." Bob stared, stunned. Then he slowly pulled Scott in for a sweet soft kiss. "Thank You" Scott just smiled and shifted into Bob's side, closing his eyes and drifting to sleep.