Title: Soul Connections (4/4)Author: Ember
GrazePairing: J/SBDisclaimer: I own nothing. Actually
wait that's not true i do have my muses and they're
not that happy with you guys right now.~~~~~~~~~~Soul
Connections Jay knew Bob was holding him. Jay knew
Bob knew. And Bob knew that his Jay was hurting."You
know you could have just said 'Bob i like you'?""You
know you could have just said anything ever? You know
you should have noticed that something was wrong? You
know how much more it hurt that you didn't even notice
anything till i's already gone all pussy assed cryin'
an' shit? You know i's love your stupid ass in a way
that is to complex for me to tryin' say?" Bob as
usual said nothing and only stared. Jay's remarks had
hurt him down to the core but the last sentence seemed
to take away all of the sting. He pulled back out of
the embrace and stared at Jay for a minute. Feeling
eyes on him Jay looked up and was met with the most
tender, sweet, thorough, and yet still erotic kiss to
ever be laid upon his lips. "You know that my soul
told me we were meant to be or do you think i'm
crazy?""I know a lot more than you think Jay""You know
how much i want to make love to you right now? Not
fuck, not have sex, make love." Bob never responded.
He only kissed Jay again even more deep and yet
somehow even more tender. It was about this point in
time that Jay realized that he was being lowered back
on to his bed. His first thought was 'i don't wanna be
the bitch here', but then he looked into Bob's eyes
and completely smitten took his place underneath Bob
without any fight. The first thing to go was Bob's
trench and after that anything else that was
preventing one or the others skin from touching the
others. For a moment they stopped to savor the feel of
each other, of where they were at this moment, the
moment which meant everything. Then Bob entered Jay.
Jay yelped and Bob looked up but Jay shook his head
reassuringly and they began to move in a rythmic
pattern. Jay was still in pain but Bob's soothing
touch calmed him down. 'So this is what the chick
feels like her first time' Jay thought almost with a
chuckle. Then he remembered Jana, maybe it wasn't that
far from the truth. All too soon Bob came and after
noting that Jay was still erect Bob gave him a blowjob
almost as a thank you."I'm sorry if that wasn't all
you thought it would be." Bob said after he realized
that it was probably not as pleasure inducing for Jay
as it was for him. 'Specially since Jay was being
opened up for the first time."It was everything i've
ever wanted, because it was with you. The sexual
pleasure thing will get better with time but i'd do it
again anytime you wanted." And with that Jay rolled
over to spoon with Bob and the two feel into a
comfortable silence. Their heartbeats slowed and in
time they relaxed totally. Tired and dishelved the two
fell asleep beside each other with the promise of a
new tomorrow. 

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Yeah i know it wasn't too
great but i'm new at writing sex. Guess i popped my
cherry, too bad it was with this piece of crap. Sorry
to make you wait so long for something so
disappointing.